Do I Like You? | 我喜歡妳嗎？

不，我爱。因为…… 喜欢，是淡淡的爱；爱，则是深深的喜欢。

It's surprisingly and happy to believe that we are together for more than 1,000 days already. I told him about the approaching of anniversary 2 months ago when I was still on the way counting the days, he said he feels like it is only 1 year!! There's a saying goes "Who travels for love finds a thousand miles not longer than one" 在爱人眼里，一千里的旅程不过一里。This is a good sign proving that he doesn't feel dull at all being with me, how delightful I am to hear the answer though it is as simple as few words.

I'm writing this now, indicating that one more year has passed. This post is dedicated to all the beautiful things you have done for me, all the times that you have stood by me and protected me, everything you have given me, especially love and your heart!

Dear,

世上有一种爱，不能用语言去形容、表白，只能用心去体会。它没有白头偕老的约定，更没有海誓山盟的誓言。它是长在我们心里的蔓藤，是一种经历。我们能走在一起是缘分，能一起在走是幸福！

于千万人之中，遇见你要遇见的人，没有早一步，也没有晚一步。也许上天会在我们遇到梦中人之前安排我们先遇到别人；这样在我们终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感激。No one is perfect. You are not, neither me. You are not going to quote poetry or you are not thinking about me every moment, I will hold onto you and give you the most I can though you will make mistakes (except cheating on me) because perfect guy don't exist, there's always one guy who is perfect for me.

Life is not a bed of roses. 人生的道路不能一帆风顺，爱的路程也有风雨。We do not argue face to face, as little as conflict happened only once a year nor the cold war lasted more than a day. 爱在宽容中永恒。其实，争执在很多时候，没有留下任何输赢，却失去了很多本应珍惜的感情。所以，我们千万别把大部分的生命浪费在感情不和的纠葛中。I'm happy that we grow more and more mature in relationship whereby everything can be discussed and settled through communication. 

I'm quite agree with this quote "Love is not finding someone to live with; it's finding someone you can't live without". When I meet any trouble, the first person I have to just look for you because you're the one understand me so well other than my family. I always tend to get irritating by some morons especially the past few months, but the only one I will seek the comfort from is you. In the end your one smile will liberate my mind. For every time we are going to have a date, just the thought of being with you the next day is enough to get me through the day. Yes! You are my greatest refreshment!

You walk into my life suddenly and make me see why it never worked out with anyone else. People never ask me what are my weaknesses. I would say one of my weaknesses is definitely you. We'd been through a lot occasions. The more boys I meet, the more I realize that it's only you I want to be with.

1. We worked together in Cacpsb and had the annual dinner. You're proud of me for getting the awards.

2. We spent Christmas morning at church. I witnessed your work.
3. Your good friends graduated. We are happy for them.
4. Last gathering with your coursemates. You BBQ alot for me.
5. We're having dinner on Valentine's Day. You're so handsome.
6. I follow you to your pre-wedding job at Johor. Had fun & helped a little.

As mentioned above, you're busy for client's pre-wedding shooting. I, on the other hand playing around, watching the way you worked, helping to carry equipments & seeing how happiness the couple were. You didn't (and don't) find me irritating but you worry that I got boring. However, being with you doing absolutely nothing means absolutely everything to me. 恋爱时，干傻事总是让我感到十分美妙。你认真的时候特别迷人，至少对我而言。有时候，听到一些事，明明不相干的，也会在心中拐好几个弯想到你。So, most of the time I caught myself smiling for no reason, then only I realised I was actually thinking of you. Seriously until now, my heart will still beats fast each time when I see your new photo tagged by your friends. An example is like the photo below. Haiz, I melt (*^◎^*) It means..... I fall in love all over again every time I see you!

He travels to outstation often for the business purpose and I don't question a lot especially on his business matter. However, I wish him to inform me at least so that I can rest assured.  我们从来不玩失踪，因为如果动辄无故地失踪，会让我俩为彼此的安全而担心，就算是有过的冷战也一样。因为爱不是逃避，是努力在一起。

Still remember that last year we travelled to Sabah, you got serious food poisoning so you looked terribly bad. You vomited, you diarrhea, you trembled, you almost dehydrated... :'( I was the one taking care of you with the helping hands of laoda & ahsou. You knew I cared and worried you more than anyone else there so I rather skipped my dinner than leaving you alone at apartment. Do you know how touch I felt when you kept asking me to eat dinner because you heard ahsou asking about my dinner while you were still sleeping and in blur condition? Frankly speaking, to me, you still look hansom as still no matter how sick you look. 50年后，当我们都老了，有谁没有皱纹、白发？有谁不会变衰老、矮小？如果你没有貌，但你有才。如果你没有才，但你温柔。如果你不温柔，但你…… 也许你什么都没有，但我正爱着你的平凡。平凡的你给了我一份平凡的爱情。看在我眼里，捧在我手心，记在我脑中，留在我心头。

We went to Redang with CAC members. Notice, you were holding me though we were just near the seacoast feeding the fishes because you know I do not know swimming. Talking about "hold hand", I still want to say, for the first time I held your hand when we just started our relationship, you didn't dare to move your hand at all and sweated a lot haha how cute!! When I hold your hand, I feel so secure and at peace because our love is so pure and so true, it glows with every passing day.

Nowadays, people tend to have the love shown in the romantic Korea or Taiwan drama. For me, just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, it doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. You made me realize that love is not in the way they show in movies but in remembering the little small things which matter. For example, you brought along your towel for me to cover my body after snorkelling because you know I'm afraid of cold.

You never tell me how much you treasure me as a girlfriend of you, nor tell me you love me in front of me but only through electronic form. I know that to you, love is not how much you say "I love you" but how much you can prove that it's true. You don't say "I love you" out of habit, but you say it to remind me that I am the best thing that ever happened to you, just like last week :

Me : Do not always keep bad things to yourself, you can share unhappy things of yours with me ya. 上帝送我来，不单只是要我消受你所给的福分，也能是和你一起承担苦难的日子，聆听你倾诉。这，才是在一起。

He : God treat me well because he gave me you.

誓言这种东西无法衡量坚贞，也不能判断对错，它只能证明，在说出来的那一刻，彼此曾经真诚过。I am very touching seriously and I would like to say the same thing to you : I have received many gifts, that have been sent from above, little things and big things, your love is the greatest gift of all. If our love is not meant to be, then He would not have given you to me.

You always walk or sit at my left side. 也许你不懂…… 站/坐在我左边，那样你离我的心更近一些了。我要的幸福，不是长生不老、不是大鱼大肉，而是在每一个微小的生活中愿望达成。我也多想一个不小心就和你白头偕老。I don't always say I love you in front of public, but here I am to tell you Happy 3 years anniversary my dear. There is only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you : I love you.

Beaded Bookmark DIY

Though school holiday is here after the end of internship, but I still carry on with my part time job. Apart from selling the earring and other girls' accessories such as necklace, bracelet, cuff, ring, lamp shade and display items, the choices of products in my working shop are now extending to broader range whereby the souvenir of guy can be found there too! I am so happy that I could have the chance to serve as a part in making the new product — bookmark.

Besides guarding me at the end of the day, boss actually gives me a lot opportunities and freedom to create the products as I wish. Honest speaking, this is the place I find best to work at because both boss and boss lady are so considerate that they treat us like a family and I do have a flexible working hour.

I do not make extra for the same design of bookmark, meaning that you are having one and only pattern bookmark in the world if you own :

Do you like beach feel? Or maybe you prefer simple one :)

Another choice you can have is the cartoon bookmark, the bead angle!

Don't worry, more complex one is also available :)

 Those are my works, personally I prefer last two. How about you? ^.^ 

Do you want to buy any? Haha.. 

Kindly drop at Joe's Design in No. 6, Jalan Tun Tan Cheng Lock, 75200 Melaka.

Facebook : Joe's Design ~ Artisan Handcrafted Jewellery

Website : Joe's Design® since 2006

Handmade Products

Just a short update in the middle of the night before composing the post about my life. Since I mentioned that I'm not satisfy with my first try handmade flower, hence I made some improvements. These two handmade flowers are the gifts I presented to my best friends upon their graduation. Congratulations babe(s) !

First one I made in a bouquet (a good shot taken by "kah-jeh") while another one I made it in a pot.

Like or not, this is merely the appreciation and 心意 of mind. 礼轻情意重！

Next, this is the earring I made today hoho! Yes for your information, I've been doing this part time job. So when I say I work in jonker area, it is not those very common things like what you saw at the jonker stalls ok.

Just if you would like to know, this is made from copper wire, the white colour stone is pearl, the red one are agate and the remaining one are bloodstone.

Function of pearl : Brings one out of depression; gives calm and vibrant feeling; improve memory.

Function of agate : Enhances creativity, attracts strengths; protects you from stress and energy drains.

Function of blood stone : Strengthens immune system; circulate the blood; increase energy flow.

Bello !

The recent hot topic is none other than the Bana.nana. How can the people have so much patient to queue for so long at midnight just for a small yellow toy? Lol wokay wokay conclusion, I don't have any interest on it so, whatever. The only thing I can't bear watching are the wastes people create especially the food. How can they throw the McD into dustbin right after taking out the minion????? I read a comment from a fb user, it's kinda funny. He says "It's hard for a monkey to transform into a knowledgeable human after millions of years and yet people behave madly like this now just because of a ... banana." Ha ha ha ha!

My internship life was busy and actually my health is affected. I still not sure what's the factor but then I guess I'm going for doctor to check out soon. Gossip is everywhere regardless how quiet you remain in the workplace. I'm not going to criticize anyone here though I know it well. I emphasize, I KNOW.

I mind so much the ONE pimple on my left cheek because it is so obvious! Some more I don't apply make up. Ugly can! Zzz. It is more than a month already. It's the effect after the giant painful acne pop out. I don't squeeze it but waiting it fades slowly by itself or the black pore "ripe" and come out. I will squeeze it like how I do always if I knew this's gonna happened. Teach me how to cure leh, haiyo. The dark circle, biasalah, the auditor during peak seasons mahhhh ><

Anyway, I'm now consider off from peak already though not fully free yet. Just got the time to go for a haircut and had a nice self shoot photo with my internship formal outfit. Ya, in the car =.=

This month I celebrated my sister & boyfi's birthday and you know what, their birthday fall on the same date hahaha. It is my pleasure and blessing to have my family & baby with me throughout the life of ups and downs.

Not to forget, the D.I.Y lollipop flower I made recently. For the first time. 

For your concern, I am quite a high demand girl, only in some particular things I DID. Most of the time I accept the things people made for me with a grateful heart. However for a professional thing, sorry that I have a certain acceptable level. So honestly, I'm not satisfy with this outcome. There's still an improvement space for me. Do you think I can? :) 

I Don't Like to Think of What Title to Put

Honestly it is the peak season for accountant, auditor and tax agent now, we are running out of time!!! After spending 9 hours at office, I usually continued my work at home or write report for my internship purpose. Other than that, I watch an episode of RunningMan or straight lying on bed after eating my dinner and having my shower. Not complaining but current life just make me do not have any motivation to come here or even having trips to other bloggers' places *toink*! 

However I get the inspiration from Timothy about another style of recording. It looks like diary but short one yet meaningful, sweet and funny. Hmm let me see.. if I could have the similar way of writing.

Cool? Done by my hp camera feature HAHAHA. Luckily that he accompanied me to Genting to gasp a breath and took care of me when I was sick that time. Not kidding, I was sick for almost 2 weeks. Anyway, I'm recovered but the haze is here so take care everyone.

The coming 2 weeks are the critical weeks for both us. When I miss him, I keep eating. Paling bagus is chocolate lah. Couldn't imagine how fat will I grow if he is not around with me for a long time. Workaholic usually want to have more individual time but tsk tsk tsk I become more sticky liow how @@

By the way, any nice place to recommend me? I plan to have a short local trip after my internship ends and before my new semester takes in. I wish to have life exploring time like cycling, etc? Something that is more special than the people will usually do when they go for trip. Eat also can! Find for delicious yummy finger licking food!! Any? Any? Not extravagant/luxury trip. Seriously I need recommendations.