Thursday, December 4, 2008

FRIENDS

just coming back from my class party. sobs our last gathering =')
ok today i talk bout my friends ^^
firstly, my class 5K3~! (mgss,malacca)
i joined the family of 5k3 since form 4. omg they so enthusiasm. i love being their family members. enjoy the lives of these 2 years. they did not overwhemed by the exam all the time. brought jokes everyday. but still, they care bout their studies. good2. although there's dispute sometimes, they will automatically co-operate at the end. this is our wellness, proud of it. lolz record down the places where they sit first bcz i know i'll slowly forget by the passing of time.
1. wei2 & vivian
2. yin hui & jasmine
3. yin min & teng
4. mona & nadhirah
5. istiqamah & farina
6. pei li & fang ying
7. soo huey & angeline foo
8. yi shien & pei kin
9. farahin
10. syazwani & swi leng
11. dina & amiera
12. jeannie & hui shan
13. pei tze & mei fong
14. sue lin & quek
15. farhana
16. zaiton & afiqah
17. hanani & azni
18. shafiqah
family members of 5K3~ n the mr.apple. haha. mr.lee chee heng, our class teacher. omitofo. will be missing them. my sweet memories. thx everyone of u for leaving footprints in the note of my journey.

next, my best's best buddy a.k.a jie. ituh dia ms.yi shien. haha. we knew each other since the first day in form 1. lolz but seldom talked to each other n quite blur @.@ til we came to form 4, hiahaha.. fate la we sat together. hehe. terima kasih mann the 2 malay gals for transferring. i was told tat i was a quite n fierce type student lolz but i'd changed to another person by tat time. ituh your taught eh jie? haha XD we've been shared the secrets of us to each other. jgn cuba luh tipu kita 2 ji mui. XD she had sacrificed lots of time of her on me n i am touched of it. jie, here i want to thank u sincerely. thx for accompanying me tat night n to mr. smart edwin oso. so touched for knowing u withstanded your sleepness by tat time u should go to bed d. tq so much!~ sad u didnt attend the party today. less jokes. sobs..

thirdly, ms angeline, one of my best friends too. omg, she has a fair skin, like the milk. haha. envy mann. she helps me a lot although she's not my assistance. i'm not cucuk-ing my ass btw lolz dun misunderstand. loudspeaker, planner, decision maker sometimes n the bussiness woman. omg, i've missed the loh mai kai. haha. same to u too foo, thx for your accompany tat night n tat day too. u know la yea. if i had known, i would not do tat stupid thing. tq for spending your time to plan n take actions with fang ying. hope we, i mean gang n me can out often eventhough u study at kl. remember yea, dun tertinggal me ah.

here your turn my daughter, ms.fang ying. haha. u're so cute. my pleasure to become your mum. hehe. u let me know lots of thing eventhough i'm "older" than u. pakar mann. haha. u're the one who often bring the cordial atmosphere to us. such a hospitality gal, no wonder none of the ppl doesnt like u =) jia you yea to everywhere, mummy wishes u all the time. wait for your "sam pou cha", haha X)

cicak fung!! mana luh? here your part. haha. u joined our class the latest. i want to give you compliment now, hehe. u worked hard to chase after us n u did it. your strength and patient are good. i can feel your efforts of these 2 years in your studies. u're a joker too. i like it frankly. brought happiness to me although i'm angry sometimes. haha. but please mah, dun la u so scared of me. i'm not tiger T.T sad 1 noe. hehe. all the best yea in seeking wat u dream of.

jeannie!!! hehe. have been friends for 11 years. huhu such a long time mann, not easy. hehe. a word for u. geng! your knowledge is great. u know a lot of things, cant deny. u dare to speak n fight for your right, even to teachers. haha. admire mann. eventhough always see u sleeping in class, but still your works n results are good. really. honestly, i always look for u to be my target. thx for letting me to work hard in my study. tq =)

these are all my gang. i'm happy to be around with u all. although i seen to be the cool, but still i can feel k. thankful & grateful..
wah, very long d leh @.@ tired.. wei wei, vivian n jasmine the another group. the nearer the spm, the closer we are. omg 3 of u, cant tahan, haha. vivian the mak nek nek, wei2 the leng lui n jasmine the most hardworking girl. frankly speaking, your tastes are good, next time if can wanna ajak go out d. to be my part time mummies. teach me buying stuffy. n dun forget to belanja daughter ya mummies~ haha.

yin min, yin hui, teng n dina. here we go. always see 4 of u beeping recently. can even laugh loudly suddenly. haha. feel funny n cute mann. twins shadows, your dance is good! wait for your shows. teng, no mann your drawing is damn good! well done n dina, omg.. a photographer n photo editor. u're so photogenic. always see your different poses in your works. gorgeous..

6 to go. i guess u've been tired for reading this post. haha. next~ hui shan, mei fong, pei tze, quek n sue lin. u 5!~ the quiet type. seldom see u all talking. hui shan, tq very much for helping me in buddhist society. mei fong, hehe.. the most quiet girl. dare to speak k, dun let others to bully u. u're a good girl =) pei tze, although u seem like scared to talk to me maybe bcz i'm fierce, but still i know your helping in silence, tq ah. sue lin, the closest we were in form 1. haha. not now not close, still k. you've improved a lot in form 5. i see it n quek, u too. same as sue lin, did a good job in scoring in test. u're a paiseh person. hee. dun angry ^.~ll

the last group in my class. the malays n indian girl. err.. duno wat to talk leh. haa. i'll try.. em.. a word, tq. hehe. tq for sharing your knowledge, cooking with me n the class. our class decorations were done by u all, tq very much in putting efforts on it, thx too for letting us to be the winner =) i'll remember sesekalian ok? dun worry. lupa d thn will take out biography n photos to see. hee.. minta maaf if i had done something wrong. ohya, tq too for your co-operation with chinese gals in everything we did all this while. tq tq tq tq~ =)

fuhhhh~ another type of friend. boy boy. sorry to others as i just talk the one who is closer to me oni. firstly, my kor2, koh teng yi!! haha. u're really good kor2. u have a great sound, good in singing. actually u can think to be a singer. hehe. omg your driving skills. damn bagus mann. haha. u've shared many things with me, including.. err, u know lo. but kor, slowly k. i'm ready to listen to be your audience. any problem can talk to me yea.

next, ah tiew. balik ler jgn owaz football2. want to be the next steven gerrald ah? hehe. you ah, tq k for concerning bout me. not i dun understand, just tat i didnt show out. i know 1 k for your care. i want to give u some sentences. trust yourself. dun look down on u. actually u can do it, u just lack of of your confident oni. if u really work harder, u'll have a great power, the result~fuh! jgn try to main2 with u mann. haha.

fermentation. haha. cheese your turn. haha. is cheech.. know u in the early of the year 2008. luck mann can know bout u. dunno whether u're a human or prodigy. let u bangga now, haha. listen carefully, jgn cuba luh keh keh nanti. haha. from the friends i know, u're the most clever. seem no weakness. smart in everything u do. u're a good son, always think of family. a helpful friend. tq ah for helping me all this while n lending your books to me. good luck k in finding ms.yeast. hehe.

fuh!~ the last one, important comes d. haha. here u are, mr.sunshine! omg.. the most concerned guy d. u let me know what is mean by understanding the most important. although sometimes u look to be unpatient n lil bit irrational, but i understand the reasons behind the action. i really really understand k. will try to be a good "student", will work harder in understanding your taught. sorry ah for making u angry, didnt mean it k actually. pandai luh upgrade d. u know i know lo hor? haha..

hhaahhhh!!~~ habis d at last. tiredsome mann. haha. dun misunderstand. i'm happy to talk bout u all. some friends tat i didnt list out not i didnt look u to be good friends k? just tat i talk the one who's really closer closer to me. hope u understand. if i'll have a chance or story bout u, i will share with readers. k la, gtg d o.

TQ SO MUCH EVERYONE! =)

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

PESSIMISTIC & OPTIMISTIC

it's been a long time i've born to this world..
to bring happiness to living things..
to spread sadness to human..
to lend ppl my hand..
as well as to create disturbances to the ppl around me..
from a illiterate baby to a childish child..
from a childish child to a "mature" girl..
slowly, i've realised..
slowly, i've believed..
n slowly, i've agreed with someone..
sometimes something juz looked to be ok..
but the truth is being hidden actually..
anyone of us wouldn't understand..
there will only be the understanding if n only if we've experienced it.
when there is someone looks very successful, happiness n wealthy..
envies start to lie in every corner..
everyone becomes the green of monsters invisibly..
but did they know..?
there are a lot of difficulties behind the successful..
there are also the lies behind believes..
juz like me..
everything of mine looked ok looked good..
but actually there are a lot of sadness behind my happiness..
there are a lot of disappointments behind my satisfactions..
there are a lot of difficulties behind my successful..
there are also a lot of stresses behind my relaxes..
nobody knows these from their first sights on me..
not only strangers..
but also friends..
perhaps including someone i wish to be around with..
i need ppl to understand y was i doing those unreasonable stuff..
maybe for thm juz a stupid n childish idea..
but..
i have my reasons n difficulties for my decisions n actions..
BELIEVE me!
i know..
nobody can be perfect 10..
if there is the perfect person..
there would not have the "war" n the "smoke of gunpowder" d..
from today onwards..
i'll try to behave myself..
try not to look something too important..
n try not to request for something so highly..
ok juz say thn..
to be open-minded in everything i do -------- family, friendship, relationship n non-living things..
caring, understanding, appreciating n co-operation..
those are juz all i want..