Thursday, April 23, 2009

LIFE

i was out with mummy and sister. sister was talking about someone in x college while i was driving. the protagonist was a female. she died because of the car accident. suddenly sis said : "aikhhh.. so happy that today i'm still alive" shock for hearing that. all of the sudden i just woke up from what she said. ahh.. all this while, i've been neglecting about this theory. ya, no one knows when will we die. just like the story "lotus eater", it is not our right to plan when to die but to plan how to live. everyday we shoud be thankful that we are still alive. who knows? maybe we will die tomorrow. as what my friend said, live the life to the fullest.


to someone out there, there's something i would like to tell you. do not upset for what your status is. either you are single or in relationship, or maybe married, your responsible is also the same. to carry what you should do and appreciate everything you have now. love is just like a thief. it comes when you dont realise. but when it leaves, you will only realise that how serious for what u've lost. take them as your experiences. do not regret for what u've met. they let you to grow up and to be more open-minded isnt it? instead of living your life with lots of sorrow, why not just live your life happily. who knows how long is your lifespan. i'm not cursing you. i just give an example. later till when you wont be able to do what you want or you afford you just regret, is it all still can be made? when you suffer, the people around you suffer too. dont let the ppl who cares for you to disappoint for what they did didnt work out. even if what they give do not work out, you should let them know their encouragement somehow benefit you too. as what people say, the thing is yours then it is yours, when you are meant not to own something how you work hard the thing at least also wont be yours. it's faith. what you need is time. when the time has come, you will soon meet yours.  DO NOT WORRY =)  yea ok? everything will be fine. live your life to the fullest and thanks God that you are still alive, everyone you love is also alive ^^ jia you!!


due to someone also(different people), i've become worse. my characteristics. is it? or should i selected for ns to give me more training? XD no no no. those goverment ppl who sees this, dont select me to the ns. give the chance to the people who needs ns more =) haa. i'm human. i know and soon will change it to the better one. one more thing. i dun like ppl you straight away set your mind that i'm not understand for what you've said. you are insulting me. dont understand i will say. i'm not kid. you can ask is it i misunderstand or is it i dun understand but not i'm not understand. dont ever say that in front of me. i'd been enduring. not for now already. once you say, i'm not going to explain more. you understand then understand, dont understand then it's your matter not mine. i know you know i'm saying you. by the way i'm not angry. i just tell you to prevent more problems to be occured next time. ya.. i'm now self-examination. everyone has it personalities including me. thanks for what you've told me. i will take it as my references =) and.. sorry for fighting in msn.

thats all for today. wait for my next update haha. yo bye..



Thursday, April 2, 2009

WHEN LOVE TURNS INTO DIM

it has been 2 years since they married.

he likes literature, always writing and post on internet.. but, no one goes to see b4.

he knows to take photograph too, their marriage photos were taken by himself.

he loves her very much.

she does too.

she has a bad temper, always "bully" him, is a chilly.

he has a good temper, always humour her, is a dutiful husband.

today, she is wilful again.

she : why you dont want to be my friend's marriage photographer?

he : i have no time that day.

she : hng!

he : hmm?

she : what no time? if you write lesser your novel, everything is ok already.

he : i believe that one day, there will ppl admires my novel.

she : hng! by hook or by crook, you must help my friend to take marriage photos.

he : no way.

she : one time only.

he : once also cannot.

debate has failed. therefore, she makes a diplomatic note.

in these 3 days, he has to approve, if not...

first day...

she blocks the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, tv.

except their bed she doesnt block, to show her large-minded.

sure, she has to sleep on it too.

he doesnt care, because he has some money in his pocket.

second day...

she does spot check. she checks everything including his pocket and warns him:

if you dare to find foreign aid, you have to be responsible for the consequences.

he panics.

he begs her, hoping her to end this state of affairs.

she doesnt care him.

unless he accepts her requirement.

third days...

night...

bed...

he lies on the bed, facing east.

she is too lying on the bed, facing south.

he : we discuss nicely.

she : if you do not accept my requirement, we dont need to discuss.

he : the one i want to discuss is very important.

she is speechless.

he : lets divorce.

she touches her ears...

he : i know a girl.

she is very angry, thinking to fight with him.

but she has endured. she lets him to finish his words.

she feels that her eyes is wet.

he takes out a photo from his chest.

he : this girl is very pretty, gentle and soft.

her tears is streaming down.

he : her character is also good.

she is very sad. it is because he keeps other girl's photo in his pocket.

he : she said that she will support me fully in my writing.

she jealous very much as she said the same thing to him b4 too.

he : this girl loves me with whole of her heart.

she wakes and shouts at him : i didnt?

he : therefore, i think that she will not force me to do what i dont like.

she is deciding...

he : do you want to see her photo taken by me?

she : ?

he takes the photo to her front.

she is very angry. thus, she smacks his hand away.

and then slaps him.

he leaves a sigh...

he is then put the photo back into his pocket.

she takes her hand into the blanket.

he off the light, sleep already.

she on the light, then wake up.

he has fell asleep.

she cant sleep.

she regret. she shouldnt treat him that way.

she cries again. she has thought more.

she wants to wake him up and discuss with him nicely.

she doesnt want to force him anymore.

she stares at his chest.

she wants to see the girl's look.

she finds and takes out the photo.

she feels angry but funny, feels to cry but to laugh.

that was her standard photo.

it was taken by him.

she is then gives a kiss on his cheek.

he smiles. he is actually didnt all asleep.

when human gets along with one another, sometimes love is dense, while sometimes it is dim.. as long as do not forget the condition of the beginning, love will just last longer.

lover, friends too..

人与人相处, 感情有时淡有时浓.. 只要不要忘记最初的相视情境,感情才能长久..

恋人, 朋友皆是..

if you love something very very much..

let it goes free..

if it doesnt come back..

it means it does not belong to you..

if it does, please love it forever!

如果你很爱很爱某样东西..

就让他自由吧..

如果他不回来..

那表示他并不属于你..

如果他回来了, 要永远爱他..