Nightmare +.+

Super triple CHOYyyyy to have such dream ==cause me having flood around my eyes until I can even sense I am tearing before waking up! Very tired to update my blog hhhaha.. Busy laaaaaaaa hustle and bustle life.. I have nothing else to share also before I get the pictures from my aunt.

This month I have been carrying on with my event preparation which will be held on next week! Ya.. yes NEXT WEEK!!! Soon to come.. Come lar come larr~~~~~ Hhahaha..

I feel like hanging some of the persons on the fan and whirling them! Yerhkkk!! Kinda angry about the attitudes they are having. Don't want to mention much lar you kepo!

Not to forget, we are having fun too beside working hard for the show!

==I am doing serious job whose hand is that? zzzz So terrifying..

Hhhahaha this is how they play beside me. The hands @@ Like.. those ghost hands from ground. ARH 鸡皮疙瘩 {{{(>_<)}}} I don't like horror movie! ;[

Him? Nola hhhahaa.. I just want to say I miss this kid very much. It had been few days I never see him LIAO so I rather sacrifice my sleeping time and wake up immediately once he comes this morning just to see him! ==sounds like he is my bf. Trololol my bf is DGCH lar okay! I scare he will forget my face because the coming day and today I wont be having chance to see him as by the time I reach home, he has backed home T____T PLUS... the last day I saw him was last Saturday! So long leh cannot tahan hhahha..

NS Camp Buddhism Sharing —— My Experience

Through here, chairman of the Buddhist Society, please allow me to use some of the sentences in your report to share our thoughts after going into National Service camp.

I am going to type in Chinese, people, please forgive me about this.

主席，请容许我采用你报告里的一些句子来向大家分享我们进入国民营后的感想。

其实本来我不想公开到这里，可是想想 “我很想知道身边的人到底在干些什么” 的时候，相信有些人也会很想知道最近我都做些什么，所以才决定把我的一些内心话放在这儿。

另外，我也不想让这份心情因为时间的流逝而渐渐遗忘，我想笔记起来，以后要是真的慢慢淡忘，至少读回的时候，我还能：“啊，对了我以前还有过这样经历和心情”。

在那之前，我想放张照片。

这是星期二晚上的会员聚会。

很高兴比以往来得更多……

有进展哟！大家一起继续努力吧！

毅杰，你那天很好看哦！

哈哈哈，真的啦，我真心地称赞。

以后应该多有点那样的打扮，感觉不错 ;D

Dear 不要吃醋哦 ^^ 因为我一直都觉得你好帅！哈……

看了主席写的 “国民营佛学分享心得报告” 后，我感到很惭愧 — 因为最后一次我没出席。

我惭愧的原因，不在于他不指责缺席的理事，反倒是非常感激我们，首要原因则是因为国民学员们。

突然觉得参了这一班佛学青年让我有了 “让大家快乐就是我的快乐” 的心态，希望这种想法能持续着，往后成为我的生活原则之一。

第一次我们去了牙罗亚也，第二次到了爱极乐，这两站我都出席了。

最后一站也就是昨晚，理事们同样地回到了牙罗亚也国民营，而这次，我因为很疲惫所以缺席了。

这张真的是有够丑的说。

这是前往国民营前在素食馆享用晚餐时拍的。

其实我是故意笑成这样，想看看会有怎样的模样。

不过，丑得来挺美丽的，至少我是这样觉得！哈哈。

好像有点苍白？不过没关系。

虽然累了，不过我会为即将来临的活动继续加油！

倒下也得起来！我会努力的……

记得第一次进去国民营之前，我们很担心控制不了第二批的学员。

看来我们真的多心了……

大家比较慢热，起初还是有点自谈自的，不过后来变得非常专心，还一起融入我们。

课堂结束后，有学员前来跟我们说：“不管怎样，一定要继续，因为真的很好，希望你们一直这样做下去~~”，还跟我们握手呢！

班长随后也说：“很奇怪，每次佛学课都在一边睡觉和讲话的人，现在竟然乖乖听你们讲课！”

那天听了这些，真的觉得很有鼓励性、很高兴！他们给了我一股力量、一份不想放弃的推动力，因为当天我还没完全康复……

我今天惭愧，是因为昨天！

第一次共有将近 20 人前往，最近因为忙碌活动的关系，大家都累了，所以只剩 7 位理事出席。

你知道吗？当我的伙伴们到达营地的那一刻，学员们已经感到失望了！因为去的人数比第一次少了很多……

那天我们告诉他们我们昨晚会再次回到他们那里的时候，他们是有多开心！想想他们抱着一副充满期待的心情等待我们，突然看见只剩这么少人，我的心里感到很内疚。

对此，我真的觉得很抱歉，非常非常对不起。至少……

至少多我一个人，不…… 多两个人（因为我去，我姐就会跟去），大家的那份失望就会减少了点。

主席说，昨天课堂结束前，他们告诉营员们说我们不会再进去了，因为课业将会很忙。

那一瞬间，现场的营员们都感到很失落、快要哭了，纷纷叹气。

也就在那一刹那，伙伴们的心情跌入谷底，为什么我们给了那么多人失望？

内心…… 正在指责我们真的不够努力。

读到这句，我同感深受。我此刻，也同样地感到很心酸。

其实，我们的能力真的有限。要不是正在忙着即将来临的活动，又要顾及课业，我想我们应该还会进去与他们交流多几次的……

佛陀在世时，从来没有让任何想听闻佛法的人感到失望。而今天，请原谅我们，原谅我们让学员们失望了。

我刚刚跟妈妈说了，说着说着竟然控制不了哭了出来。

所以，你知道他们真的大大影响了我的心情了吗？我真的很内疚不能将最后一次的快乐传送给大家。

请原谅我因为很累了想休息所以缺席……

我不知道活动结束后，理事们还会不会再进入国民营讲课，其实用 “交流” 形容比较适合。

因为我们并不是前往和大家说佛教到底有多好，而是去和大家说说生活上的一些心得，加上我们有团康，和大家一起玩乐。

不过我想到时候这批学员应该出营了吧？

不管怎样，希望很快的，我们还会有这样的机会把快乐带给国民营地的学生。

只祈求，我们带给大家的佛学课，可以唤醒他们的慈悲、唤醒我们大家奉献承担的力量。

希望大家，可以快乐哟！

我们有缘再相见 ^^

吕佩芩 合十

I am feeling like this……

Aaaarghxz！

I shall make a change

Because my love likes sepia, so I make it this time =）

I have some activities here but I am lazy to talk all as these few days when I got home, it was already late night and I was like a dead fish and the most importantly, I don't have much time to sleep well so don't even ask me about blog update. Gahhh~! *faint*

I only allow myself 20 minutes to write now! OMG fast fastttttttttt 6 minutes have passed!

Everyone is improving. Babies are mastering in crawling now, their next step is to walk.

"Gehhh-siao~!" He starts to disturb people already..

So.. do I still have excuse to remain at the same place? NOOO! How to improve then? I also don't know @@ xDD Hhhahah.. Well, I am quite stress over here. I guess it will grow me up somehow at the end.

I shall make a change. Just wait for it =)

《The Step of Buddha 》 Night Show Trailer

Yeap yea!! I am currently now busy for this event. Please watch our promotion video!!~

Hehe I'm inside ^^

Corrected : 7pm seat taking 入席

Below are some words in case you do not understand :

过堂 — 佛门中的“吃饭”

出坡 — 佛门中的“劳动”

禅修 — Meditation

Everything we do has a reason behind but not all are showing in detailed words so... COME!!!!! We will show you on 8th July 2011 at Wisma SKE of Malacca 马六甲释迦院大厦 :D Entrance fees will be RM3. Only! Haha..

Let's practice 3-goods-campaign together like what you are shown in some parts of the video yea! ^^ 请大家一起实践三好运动吧！

做好事 Do good things

说好话 Speak good words

存好心 Think good thoughts

Ever since he is born,

我们的家总是少不了他带来的欢乐。

Having dinner at Pizza Hut

Potential boss weh~

Bukan main dia..!

Sitting on poo-poo chehh~

Dad is teaching son.

Wondering is he concentrating?

And you know what? He is! See this..

Like father like son~ 100%!!

Finish playing lorh?!!

Going down via escalator to food department la..

Buy foods. Your favourite, baby.

This one..

Err.. No story.

Just to show because of the nice angle, I think ^^

Or maybe it has? Just that I do not know how to describe.

Muuuuu....aaxx!

You deserve it, cutie :D

Again a happy night with you n___n

Shann Tui's

My health is still bad now, glad that I managed to attend the birthday celebration. Though couldn't stay until last minute but very thank you to Shann Tui jiejie & her hubby! I have Hainam mood in photographing ;P So.. take from hers.

The loving couple =) Cute cupcakes!

Feel so gay~~~ Not face but the present of love shape cupcakes. Hah..

Happy birthday Dui Dui!! Stay pretty & kepoji. I ♥ !

==Bila the video will only be finished and can be shared? I wait until neck breaks eh!

Alor Gajah NS Camp Talk Giving

*Photos took from friend

For the current activity, we went to Alor Gajah NS Camp for a talk. Not listening, but giving. Of course I ain't the one who spoke lar!

Yea as you know, 2nd batch of students are harder to control as if compare to 1st batch. At first it was totally like what we predicted.

But when the talk went longer and longer with recreation session set in, the condition was totally different.

Yea! I was responsible for the entertaining session haha. No idea why my hairstyle turned out to be like this, ugly. Hehh and the shirt is so big on me! No choice, smallest size liao but comfortable =)

See! Class monitor said that it is rare to see the students paying attention in class. The talk ended awesomely with good co-operation from them, contrast! Great success we did! Jia you our team!

Glad to hear that they are looking forward for our next coming. I feel quite encouraging when I know about this because my health was actually not in a good condition.

我也上了一堂课，谢谢。

DSLR, Random

I am just trying his.

Nice? Haha..

This is so yeng! Haha~ Not ar? Berstyle-style eh! ;PP

Anyway, out of focus, from my Digicam.

Simply just want to show the first two photos hhhahhaha..